Thursday, July 27, 2006
Don't let it be a dream... ♥ 12:29 PM
The relationship with her had end around a year ago because of lack of trust and understanding...
For one year we had remain normal friends. Sometimes we would message each other through phone but throughout this 1 year, we had never chat on the phone before. Sometimes when i miss her voice and wanted to call her, she would not answer my call. She is someone who prefers to chat in text messages. No matter how hard i tried to persuade her, my efforts would go down in vain...
Sometimes i could get pretty lucky because when his brother asked me for a movie, she would join too. Felt very happy to see her. But when i asked her out alone with me, she would always decline. Its pretty hurtful and disappointing at times. I tried to ask her for a patchup, but she would always avoid my question...
It comes a time when she finally answered my question. She said she got no more feelings for me. My heart felt sour...
I tried to contact her less and eventually, we lost contact for several month till one day when she finally message me. She asked me which movie is nice and i tried to ask her for a movie 1 last time. I could not believe it wherby she agreed readily. I was really happy...
I told her that the tickets will be on me and she said since i treat her a movie, she would treat me a cup of popcorn. She was so sweet...
She asked me if that day if a girl ask me out, will i go out with her?
My answer is "i will only watch movie with you, not anyone else"....
I asked her the same question, and she replied" i promise to only go movie with you"...
We watch pirates of the carribean, its our first movie together... The show was hilarious as we laughed our heads off. My hands began to feel numb because of the coldness in the theatre. I wished i could just hold her hand throughout the show...
After the movie we settle down in a fast food restaurant wherby i confess my feelings to her. I tried to hold her hands but she avoided me. I felt so regret for what i actually did. She was quiet throughout and did not give me an answer. I went back to camp after we parted ways...
We continue to message eachother and when i decided to ask her for a patchup for the last time, she agreed... I love the feeling when she called me "my dear"
I really could not believe what had happen, it seems like a dream, But i really does not wish its a dream... I really love her