Its 3.44am. Juz could not sleep... Browsed through friendster and saw a friend i had a lot of story with. Or i should say ex friend, classmate,or school mate? i don't know myself. Used to like her a lot when we were in ite. Encounter a lot with her, sharing my up and downs with her. Always thinking of her every now and then in the past and i thought we had go beyond "close friends"
I have to thank her, because of her, i manage to exceed in my mathematics that i kept failing through my 12 years of education. She is the one who make me feel that studying could be an enjoyable thing to do.
I always look forward to go to school because the thought of getting to see her makes me feel very happy. Very motivated back then...
Sometimes we will chat on phone till the next morning and when we see each other in school, its quite a funny sight as both of us are like panda...
Did not ended up together even though i really like her. So i thought we would be close friends again.
2nd year of my ite life. Different class with her and i discovered my results flunged terribly. I dared not imagine what kind of results i got. Freaked out when i saw my certificate haahs.....

She got into a poly where i went into the army.

This is when everything changes........

I hardly hear from her since she got into poly. I called her and she says she is very busy. I believed her and appears understanding to her but as time goes on, i found that in this 10 months, she never contact me before. whenever i called her, she appears very cold towards me and sometimes she will say she is doing other stuff.

I began to be disheartened. Where had the close friend i had gone to. It made me realise the fact that she is now considered a class higher than me. I should have known that. I am just an ITE student. Close friends? I take back my words.....

The fact just sux...........

Yearn to fly............