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I got to know this girl through my platoon mate as the girl was her younger sister. She seems nice when we started to chat through phone messaging. But she was someone who do not really wanna chat through the phone no matter how i asked her. But although i never seen her before, i started to have weird feelings about her which i don't know why. Days past and she suddenly send me a message saying she missed me. I was in a shock to see that, wondering if she really meant it. I had to be cautious in love now cause i am deeply hurt before. I really hope she meant it.....

There was one night where we had to sleep very early in the bunk. We were thus given only 10 minutes of our personal time to call our love ones. I thought of her and i sent her a message saying i really miss her n wish to talk to her. She finally obliged...
Her voice was very sweet, voice which would not allow me to hang down the phone. She seems to be friendly in the phone. Instead of 10 minutw of talk time, i spent around 30 minutes talking to her, hiding under the blanket....

The first Meeting....

We decided to meet after 2 weeks. My heart was in my mouth, i am so nervous... I called her and ask where she was. When i finally saw her, i got a big shock. She is very beautiful with long silky hair..... I went to approach her but when i stood in front of her, i found she is taller than me. My face turned a bright red...
She is a very friendly girl but sometimes looks a bit of blur. When i walk together with her , I dared not stand too close to her, just felt very weird... we had sushi and fried ice cream together and we went to orange julius for some orange juice as we chat for hours.
She is the only girl i know who plays pool well, almost lost to her haha...

The day where i was going back to camp.....

So sad, time seems to past so fast... I really missed her. Her brother called me up and said her sister will be tagging along wih her parents to see my platoon mate off. I was quite happy cause i could get to see her again. When i reach the camp, they had not arrive yet. I felt so disappointed that i could not see her... I try to wait for her, but time does not permit... My friends drag me in camp as they do not wish to see me get into trouble. I felt so sad..... I really hope to see her...........

I saw my platoon mate and he told me that her sister had follow him on the way to camp. I felt so sad as i miss this chance to see her. My platoon mate told me not to be sad as he said that i could see her in a week time. I ask him weather his sister got say anything. He just said her sister looked a bit of disappointed... I really felt bad......

minutes before lights off....

I apologise to her but she did not blame me. It made me feel even worse... I really miss her at that moment. I finally got to know why i have weird feelings. Its love..... I love chatting with her. No matter how tired i am, the tireness in my body cease once i talk to her. We talk for a few days and we decided to meet on saturday.... I felt so happy

Book out day ( Friday )

Finally waited for the day, bookout lo. The first thing that came to my mind is her,,, Really hope to see her on friday and saturday. Although i am greedy, but i could not help myself. Love is greedy haha. I went home as fast as possible... Feel like meeting her. I dressed at my best, wanna have a good impression. My brother and cousin wish me good luck, they feel very happy for me as i found the one i love.....

When i am about to step out of my house, i receive a message from her... She said that it might not be appropraite to go out as it is the fifteen day of hungry ghost festival... I felt so disappointed.... She apologise and it made me even feel worse.... I thought she don't wanna see me. :(

Our second date

I could not sleep... I really wish to tell her i like her. Really felt very tense. Keep wondering what would happen if she reject me. Really very afraid...

We finally met and i decided to bring her to the esplanade. The reason i bring her to the esplanade is because i like the place there, it calms me down whenever i went there. We had a long chat there...

Soon i really could not hide the strong feelings inside me anymore. After all the slutters and delays, i told her i like her...

She told me she had good feelings for me as much as i did and thats how we got together.

Its just a dream, hope i would not wake up from this dream......

Yearn to fly.....